December 2009
23 posts
house party
my hair smells like cigarettes and chemicals
my shirt and breath smells of alcohol
my make up has melted
whip cream licking
alcohol drinking
classmates
happy
new
year
and it just hit me
It was because you couldnt keep it together
your emotions, mine. your life. your family. your mind, let alone your hair.
our situation. and not even try… fight for whatevers left
too late
I cant do this i dont even know what the fuck im doing
i feel like everything im doing.. saying.. is so fucking stupid. its almost as if i cant even be myself with someone else anymore.
what
the
fuck.
Epiphany
” I need to have peace and freedom from the chains of my Demon. ”
To break free from the chains of your demon
Accept that your demons are the things that you’ve done the things you are ashamed of and have become
One has to accept things as they are now to change it
To chain it
on a leash
and eventually, as a pet.
People
Its weird how you know things you’re not supposed to know… lesson learnt tho when it comes to people and getting to know each other, it’d be better letting them find things out for themselves.
people like that sorta things that need to know that they’ve discovered it for themselves. That, in the end, makes what they’ve found out about you more “special”...
